Love has all its shades. Sometimes it loots like a thief all your peace of mind. Yet makes you feel you got nothing to lose. For love is just a feeling stored in your heart and nothing could ever wither it. Nah! Not a thing to be stolen.
I have fallen in love without using my sense of sight. It is crazy to believe I share this feeling with a guy, far far away. Not even a glimpse of him but I relate to him this feeling of love.
Just like the soft breeze blowing, you don’t know from which direction it blows but you can feel it. That is what I do, feel his presence with my eyes closed.
I lose in myself when a thought of him passes my mind. No! I don’t miss him. For, he is there wherever I am, never to let go.
Just for this once I felt for someone with my eyes closed. The feelings that I feel matters more than the longing I have to see him.
Love is not always about togetherness, it’s greater when you feel it rather than see it.
Of course! I do complain a lot. I say, "I wish I could be seeing someone like him in real." But the fact is I am with him closer than anyone who might be holding each others hands.
It’s just a gap between reality and a dream.
Dreams may not always come true but who said realities always do. Far apart, all that matters is the feelings. And that’s what I have for him.
The feelings then become the bridge between reality and dreams. Just cross it and you are there wherever you want, dream or reality.
Dad might have gone, walked far away from me but my eyes cannot see doesn’t mean I don’t love him. He stays right there in my heart. To love some one, believe me we don’t need the physical presence. Just the feeling that they might be breathing somewhere is more than enough.
It’s a beautiful feeling to just feel the presence of someone who is not even near.
I smile just looking at the screen, often laugh at his mails. Crazy! Others might think but feelings are just what I have.
When I close my eyes to pray for something I don’t wish for his presence, I wish this love that I have for him grow stronger everyday.
Just like the morning light, I just want to spread my wings and rise above everything filling his heart with love, love that will never die.
Ah! This is not a tale of Romeo and Juliet. It’s just an ordinary tale with an extraordinary circumstance. I just am in love with some one I haven’t seen. It is just a lesson that in love it’s not that eyes meet and you have to hold hands to make it stronger. It’s just the feeling that matters in the end.
And I live with the feeling that never makes me feel incomplete for I know he breathes somewhere filling up the blank spaces.
Not everyone expects life would turn out to be this way or that way. Of course I never thought he might turn up this way. Like anything, I just got to live my life as it sails through.